Friday, August 28, 2009

Indecision

The inability to make decisions causes me some of the most immense suffering in my life!

So first week of school, right. I get my schedule and I'm generally happy, but I'm just not sure about Pre-Calculus Honors. Should I stay...I can do it, but I can't buy a graphing calculator. But! I like the class generally. I might be able to borrow a calculator. But! It's senior year..I don't need math. I don't like math. But! How lame do I look when I just don't even bother with math. I'll just take an easier math. Problem solved..right. Nope! Ap Literature... quiz..fail... quiz..fail... essay..FAIL! But I like Ap Lit...I just should have tried harder at my summer work. But it's HARD! But this class rocks! I love these people! But..I'm so tired. O MY GOSH!!! This is going to kill me!!

Indecision is a curse. This is my life all the time! I'm the dog who just doesn't eat because she can't decide which of the two equally the same bowls to eat out of. It shouldn't be that big of a deal. There's is no need to cry, and then go to school the next day and have a MENTAL BREAK DOWN! Anyways, do you have these problems??? It's amazing how much stress people go through because they just can't make up their minds.

-Where am I going to college
I have about 4 in mind..maybe I'll just stay here and go to the community college..?

-What do you want to major in?
English!...or maybe Social Work...Public Admin..Business...or Hospitality..=(

-Who's your best friend?
I like both Miranda and Stephanie equally=)

-What job do you want?
Um...?

(I actually fixed my schedule btw English 4 honors and Statistics and Probablility..but I didn't really decide. It just worked out really nicely=])

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Me!

Welcom to my Blog!=]

I'm 17 and a high school senior this year. These have been in no way the best years of my life. I have no hobbies and only 2 friends. But I'm convinced that I'm just going to have an amazing fun and exciting adult life to make up for it. I spend a lot of time on Youtube and live vicariously through other people. I live in a part of Florida where everyone is from New York and hates living here. And, I'm newly single. So I'm fairly boring and a waste of your time, but maybe the universe will give me something to do, so I'll have something to write=]